Anonymous asked: ur bf is teh uglyzors

Actually, I’m the unattractive one in the relationship.
And I really hope you spelled it like that purposely..  e__e

Anonymous asked: sometimes when im home alone i like to cover myself in vaseline and pretend im a slug.

JORDEN, IS THAT YOU?!
That hobby is really starting to get popular.. 

Anonymous asked: Lol half of your followers are on tumblrdatinggame(.)com

Lolwhut..

And I hate myself for not being able to.
I can’t do anything, really.
I’ll just cry miserably every time I’m alone.
I hate everything.

Another night of tears.

So much.
Why am I even here.

And realizing it you deserve it, either way.
I’m just mentally fucked beyond belief. 

Whenever I feel confident, it gets crushed so easily.
I always just need.. Something more. A new hair cut. A new hair colour. New clothing. New accessories. SOME sort of new approach to my looks and style. A hope that I can get that beautiful feeling and keep it, you know?
But, I can’t. I never will. Something, someone’s always going to pull me back down to that self disgust.
I ruin everything, you know. I don’t know how to communicate. I either get filled with stress and start ranting to no end, with no intake on listening. Or I just yap up, and refuse to do anything until I crumble and start sobbing.
I can’t do anything. I can’t handle anything. I ruin everything. 
And I’m just going to lose it all. The thing that keeps me going, trying, some what decent. Nothing’s going to want to try and balance this disaster at their hand, and that nothing will find their own decency, happiness.
And I’ll be left here to wither up and slowly die. And I’ll only have my self to blame.
Never mind, I shouldn’t bother trying when I’m hopeless.